......wow......

I don't even have words for.... just.....


Woooow. Heeeeeee.....


<3

OMM YAAAAAY!!!!!

....I'm drawing again. :D My art block has lifted!

Still sore but my sister says this is what we're bred for as Echani, and it's certainly getting to be comfy...

Lyric IS NOT PREGNANT! SQUEE!!! And Ani is totally single again and stuff. And he probably won't be dating for a while... I mean she really is a bad example of women.

must grow faster
must grow faster

But... he's happy. And I'm happy. And we're both working on music stuff, so when I get to move back in with him and Qui-gon we'll maybe like... write some music of our own. :D

Did I mention HOW KARKING HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW!?

~Kitten

So maybe not TOTALLY over...

My older sister is kicking my ASS on a daily basis, but it's actually kinda of... fun? I'm sleeping better cause I'm tired, and I've seen her naked now... (It's not freakish, actually Echani train naked, which is kinda cool) ...MAN she has the most amazing body I've ever seen. Like... she's solid muscle, but not like body builder big, just all lean and tight and AWESOME. I totally wanna look like that!!

Also? Man I hope I have boobs like her cause JEEZE.

Where was I? Oh, right. Training to become a fit, asskicking Echani warrior or something. Tiring.

Food here is REALLY good, Obi-wan makes everything from scratch and it's all SO yummy. Everyone is pretty cool about me staying here, though it's... weird sometimes. Caffa LOVES the kittens, I love watching them all play and snuggle up together. Kinda makes me hope someday I can have someone to be like that with.

Texted with Ani a bit... he's still at least kinda talking to me, and he said he misses me. Which is good cause I miss him. He's my best friend in the whole galaxy. I even miss the stupid things, like him calling me Brat and flicking my hair and mocking me. But.... maybe the slutskank isn't ACTUALLY knocked up, and maybe once I'm trained enough to keep practicing on my own.... maybe I can go back to Ani and Qui-gon and... things can go back to the way they were before.

~Kitten

P.S. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH OMM OMM OMM I NEVER NEEDED TO
SEE THAT EVER WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT IN THE LIVING ROOM!?!?!?!?!?
EYEBLEACH, STAT!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My life is basically over.

I got sent away.
Ani got his girlfriend pregnant.
I kissed him. KISSED him. WHAT WAS I THINKING?
And don't you dare yell at him, he didn't kiss back.
He's never gonna talk to me again.
Now I gotta live with my older sister, her Anakin, and Obi-wan.

Because I'm too much of a kark-up to keep around.

Oh, did I mention my transport ALMOST CRASHED!??! I almost wish it had, then no one would have to worry about me ruining their lives anymore.

My life is over.

~Kitten

I miss him already.

Love.

You don't need a holiday for it.

If you love someone, don't be afraid to let them know. You never know when someone hasn't heard it in a really long time... or when they won't get to hear it again for a really long time. People take for granted what it's like knowing someone loves them; knowing someone out there holds them in their heart even when they're gone. And no one really knows what it's like to live without that feeling until you do. And it's awful.

So if you love people, don't wait for a day of flowers and chocolates and cards, just look them in the eyes and say you love them.

You never know who badly needs to hear it.

~Kitten

KARKING HELL.

Well my hair is brown now. I needed a change.

Also... I'm totes grounded AGAIN 'cause Qui-gon cought me smoking. WHATEV MAN, like, everyone smokes. Even HE smokes, it's just a different kind of smoke, if you catch my drift. THATS okay but cigarettes aren't?

HYPOCRISY.

Ani is totally making all this noise learning to play the guitar, which is SO annoying. (Okay, actually he's pretty good already but don't let it get to his head.) He's probably writing a song for his stupid new girlfriend. Who IS a skank, and Marly who I met at the mall (WHICH I DON'T CARE IF YOU FIND UNCOOL, I LIKE GOING) said she TOTALLY gave a bunch of guys BJs in the mall bathroom and then had to have her stomach pumped. EWWWWW. She probably has Corellian Herpes and shit. And Marly said last week that someone saw her get into the back seat of some Twi'lek dude's car. "Helping him find his contact lens." BULLKRIFF.

Anyway stupid Valentines day is tomorrow. I'm totally going to the mall to drop water balloons on the heads of cute couples. Don't worry, I'll be conscious of the holiday and using pink and red balloons.

I don't know why I even blog anymore. NO ONE READS IT ANYWAY.

~Kitten

I've decided...

I hate boys, I hate skirts, I hate makeup and I HATE the idea of Valentines Day. It's stupid. Some dumb day where if you're alone you're a loser? I think all those girls who NEED a boyfriend are idiots. You're only cool if you have a guy around? Whatever, that's treating guys like an accessory that completes your stupid outfit. Go suck your stupid lollipops and show off for the guys and try to make them go to the club and stuff so they can get laid, I DON'T NEED YOU OR YOUR STUPID BOYFRIEND.

I cut off my hair today, it looks dumb because I did a bad job of it but WHATEVER. I'm tired of getting headaches because my hair is heavy and I was only growing it out because boys like girls that have long hair. I don't care if I look like a stupid boy now, it's not getting in my face as much now. And baggy clothes? THEY ARE COMFY. So WHATEVER. Just because I bought something at Hot Topic doesn't automatically mean I'm a "poser," I refuse to conform to your stupid rules about nonconformity.

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to go play on my PSP.

~Kitten

P.S. I also hate sluts.

SIGH

I need a girl friend to talk to. I am SOOO confused.

GRRRRR....