....one year behind the course it SHOULD be on. :(
One year. One year and I could be married. One year and no more "proper" boundaries keeping us from being close.
One year and these nights would end in joy and closeness rather then frustration and longing.
One year.
KAAAAARK I need more wine.
~Kitten
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Sunday, March 21, 2010
I have a boyfriend.
You read right.... I have a BOYFRIEND. And he's SO supercute and sweet and romantic and perfect and... I could go on for DAAAAYS.
He's also VERY respectful of the fact that I'm still only fifteen and he acts COMPLETELY appropriately. (Sometimes I wish he DIDN'T but I can't help but love how sweet and noble he is.) We spend a lot of time together, we share a lot of interests but also have a lot of our OWN interests... like I'm TOTES into fashion and he could care less about it, but he still watches red carpet ceremonies with me because he knows I like them. He is so sweet, and encouraging... and we have plans to go camping and fishing soon! I can't WAIT.
Did I mention I'm totally, completely, absolutely in love?
And that he kinda sorta proposed? YES LIKE WHOA! I said yes, DUH. We're waiting the proper length for an engagement before marrying though, because we're mature and stuff like that. So next year when I'm sixteen we'll get married (probably on Naboo cause 16 is the legal age of consent there, WOOHOO!)
Yeah.... life is good, even if the Trio DID take off again. Whatever, they're adults that can handle themselves. And Anakin left me a credit card for emergencies SO I CAN BUY ANYTHING!! No, just kidding, I buy like groceries and stuff.
Though there's a pair of Louboutins that is testing my resolve something FIERCE...
Anyway, there's your update. KITTEN'S LIFE IS WONDERFUL!
~Kitten
He's also VERY respectful of the fact that I'm still only fifteen and he acts COMPLETELY appropriately. (Sometimes I wish he DIDN'T but I can't help but love how sweet and noble he is.) We spend a lot of time together, we share a lot of interests but also have a lot of our OWN interests... like I'm TOTES into fashion and he could care less about it, but he still watches red carpet ceremonies with me because he knows I like them. He is so sweet, and encouraging... and we have plans to go camping and fishing soon! I can't WAIT.
Did I mention I'm totally, completely, absolutely in love?
And that he kinda sorta proposed? YES LIKE WHOA! I said yes, DUH. We're waiting the proper length for an engagement before marrying though, because we're mature and stuff like that. So next year when I'm sixteen we'll get married (probably on Naboo cause 16 is the legal age of consent there, WOOHOO!)
Yeah.... life is good, even if the Trio DID take off again. Whatever, they're adults that can handle themselves. And Anakin left me a credit card for emergencies SO I CAN BUY ANYTHING!! No, just kidding, I buy like groceries and stuff.
Though there's a pair of Louboutins that is testing my resolve something FIERCE...
Anyway, there's your update. KITTEN'S LIFE IS WONDERFUL!
~Kitten
Saturday, February 27, 2010
Thursday, February 18, 2010
OMM YAAAAAY!!!!!
....I'm drawing again. :D My art block has lifted!
Still sore but my sister says this is what we're bred for as Echani, and it's certainly getting to be comfy...
Lyric IS NOT PREGNANT! SQUEE!!! And Ani is totally single again and stuff. And he probably won't be dating for a while... I mean she really is a bad example of women.
Still sore but my sister says this is what we're bred for as Echani, and it's certainly getting to be comfy...
Lyric IS NOT PREGNANT! SQUEE!!! And Ani is totally single again and stuff. And he probably won't be dating for a while... I mean she really is a bad example of women.
must grow faster
must grow faster
must grow faster
But... he's happy. And I'm happy. And we're both working on music stuff, so when I get to move back in with him and Qui-gon we'll maybe like... write some music of our own. :D
Did I mention HOW KARKING HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW!?
~Kitten
Did I mention HOW KARKING HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW!?
~Kitten
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
So maybe not TOTALLY over...
My older sister is kicking my ASS on a daily basis, but it's actually kinda of... fun? I'm sleeping better cause I'm tired, and I've seen her naked now... (It's not freakish, actually Echani train naked, which is kinda cool) ...MAN she has the most amazing body I've ever seen. Like... she's solid muscle, but not like body builder big, just all lean and tight and AWESOME. I totally wanna look like that!!
Also? Man I hope I have boobs like her cause JEEZE.
Where was I? Oh, right. Training to become a fit, asskicking Echani warrior or something. Tiring.
Food here is REALLY good, Obi-wan makes everything from scratch and it's all SO yummy. Everyone is pretty cool about me staying here, though it's... weird sometimes. Caffa LOVES the kittens, I love watching them all play and snuggle up together. Kinda makes me hope someday I can have someone to be like that with.
Texted with Ani a bit... he's still at least kinda talking to me, and he said he misses me. Which is good cause I miss him. He's my best friend in the whole galaxy. I even miss the stupid things, like him calling me Brat and flicking my hair and mocking me. But.... maybe the slutskank isn't ACTUALLY knocked up, and maybe once I'm trained enough to keep practicing on my own.... maybe I can go back to Ani and Qui-gon and... things can go back to the way they were before.
~Kitten
Also? Man I hope I have boobs like her cause JEEZE.
Where was I? Oh, right. Training to become a fit, asskicking Echani warrior or something. Tiring.
Food here is REALLY good, Obi-wan makes everything from scratch and it's all SO yummy. Everyone is pretty cool about me staying here, though it's... weird sometimes. Caffa LOVES the kittens, I love watching them all play and snuggle up together. Kinda makes me hope someday I can have someone to be like that with.
Texted with Ani a bit... he's still at least kinda talking to me, and he said he misses me. Which is good cause I miss him. He's my best friend in the whole galaxy. I even miss the stupid things, like him calling me Brat and flicking my hair and mocking me. But.... maybe the slutskank isn't ACTUALLY knocked up, and maybe once I'm trained enough to keep practicing on my own.... maybe I can go back to Ani and Qui-gon and... things can go back to the way they were before.
~Kitten
P.S. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH OMM OMM OMM I NEVER NEEDED TO
SEE THAT EVER WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT IN THE LIVING ROOM!?!?!?!?!?
EYEBLEACH, STAT!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SEE THAT EVER WHY WOULD THEY DO THAT IN THE LIVING ROOM!?!?!?!?!?
EYEBLEACH, STAT!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, February 15, 2010
My life is basically over.
I got sent away.
Ani got his girlfriend pregnant.
I kissed him. KISSED him. WHAT WAS I THINKING?
And don't you dare yell at him, he didn't kiss back.
He's never gonna talk to me again.
Now I gotta live with my older sister, her Anakin, and Obi-wan.
Because I'm too much of a kark-up to keep around.
Oh, did I mention my transport ALMOST CRASHED!??! I almost wish it had, then no one would have to worry about me ruining their lives anymore.
My life is over.
~Kitten
Ani got his girlfriend pregnant.
I kissed him. KISSED him. WHAT WAS I THINKING?
And don't you dare yell at him, he didn't kiss back.
He's never gonna talk to me again.
Now I gotta live with my older sister, her Anakin, and Obi-wan.
Because I'm too much of a kark-up to keep around.
Oh, did I mention my transport ALMOST CRASHED!??! I almost wish it had, then no one would have to worry about me ruining their lives anymore.
My life is over.
~Kitten
I miss him already.
Saturday, February 13, 2010
Love.
You don't need a holiday for it.
If you love someone, don't be afraid to let them know. You never know when someone hasn't heard it in a really long time... or when they won't get to hear it again for a really long time. People take for granted what it's like knowing someone loves them; knowing someone out there holds them in their heart even when they're gone. And no one really knows what it's like to live without that feeling until you do. And it's awful.
So if you love people, don't wait for a day of flowers and chocolates and cards, just look them in the eyes and say you love them.
You never know who badly needs to hear it.
~Kitten
If you love someone, don't be afraid to let them know. You never know when someone hasn't heard it in a really long time... or when they won't get to hear it again for a really long time. People take for granted what it's like knowing someone loves them; knowing someone out there holds them in their heart even when they're gone. And no one really knows what it's like to live without that feeling until you do. And it's awful.
So if you love people, don't wait for a day of flowers and chocolates and cards, just look them in the eyes and say you love them.
You never know who badly needs to hear it.
~Kitten
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